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It been a while.. I was busy making another blog and this time, it is about our lives---me, john and the kids. This blog focuses on me, my feelings, plans and my personal philosophies… while the other blog mostly pictures of us; me john and the kids, traveling and our day to day lives in photos. I want to have a documentary of the kids growing-up years so that in the near future, reminiscing of our past experiences wont be that difficult...another reason is to be able to share to my relatives and friends our photos.

My weekend started with a blast. We went to a seven-star hotel here, took some photos, and were just amazed how expensive that hotel really is. it is a very big hotel, got a very nice ambiance and the staff are not so accommodating maybe because we were not really guests.. after checking the hotel, we planned to go to the mall, but due to very heavy traffic and no parking space, we decided to just go home. John wanted to go to a boutique to buy some clothes for the kids... eventually, we bought 2 sets of glassware for his parents anniversary the following day. .

The next day, we went to church to hear mas at 9:30. after the mass, we went back home. At around 3 they decided to go to this huge mall, wherein, 6 malls can be accommodated to this single destination. It was my second time in the place. We took photos of the mascots and wow! Dj wasn’t afraid of them. I’m very proud of him. Everything worked out fine until johns phone rang. It was his spoiled brat sis.( pls excuse me of the term) telling him that she wasn’t able to control her bladder and pead on our bed… SHE PEAD ON OUR BED!!! by the way, she is not a young girl anymore, she is 10 and is very fat and whenever she peas on our bathroom, you will really know after maybe about 10-15 mins, that she pead ... strange smell will come!!! I mean don’t get me wrong but this is really true! The nerve-cracking part is……………..is she pead on my side of the bed!!! Shit was the only work I uttered when I learned about it. when we came home, she wasn’t even scolded! ***brat****

Hey wait a minute, I thought im the only brat on this blog……


brat

I’ve just talked to my sister who is in NY. She talked about a few things and ended up telling me a secret. That secret really made my heart pound faster, my mood started to flourish and my excitement to its maximum level.

You want to know what that secret is? Well, she is just planning to go to our home country and have a 2-week vacation. Isn’t that great I mean, we haven’t seen each other for years! She was not there on my graduation and also on my wedding. By January I will be able to meet her and Zoe, my favorite niece!

No words can describe what I’m feeling right now. Even my hands are still shaking of the thought that we can meet and surprise mom and dad! We have so many plans for her two week vacation the funny thing is, the first thing she wanted to do with me is to go to the parlor and have her hair done.

The only agonizing thing to do is to wait till November. She can only confirm her vacation by November. I have to wait, be patient, and I have to pray a lot for everything to materialize.

I am in a state of ecstasy at the moment.



Ecstatic,
brat

Another week starter for me. I read a mail from my mom talked about a few things in life and was very vocal how she wanted to come and visit us here. I felt very bad that she cannot come for now but I was assuring her also that if john would be given an accommodation by his company, then for sure she and dad could come. The thought of mom and dad coming for a vacation will surely be in my prayers.

I was not feeling well yesterday. The people in the house went to D**** to watch a basketball game. Luckily, our team won! I don’t have the specific details but the team won. Hopefully by Friday we all can go there and watch the finale. Our team should win…be the Champion!

I had a wonderful back massage last night. I never had it in decades. While I had my back massage, I learned that my half bro is into drug addiction. I’ve known this years before but last night, I learned that his getting wasted! He now uses injections for his addiction. I just pray that his addiction be over in time. He will be a father this November. Hope his baby will be his eye-opener.

I was surprised when I opened my outlook containing our pictures here in our Department taken last Thursday. I was the only one who smiled and a bit poised and most of all I projected the me inside me. Hahaha. The rest of them are just posing for the camera. I don’t know if they are really like that if they pose for a pic of just plainly projecting just what I did or may be that is their culture or something. I’ll try to post the pic on this blog and you’ll be the judge. I sent the pic to john and commented how I was really projecting for the camera. Hahah that’s just me!

I am so full of emotions again. I got pissed by our IT support because until now my telephone is not yet installed. I mean it would be ok for my part if and only if there are no calls for me especially if there were long distance calls. Until today. There was a call for me from our Dhaka office this morning and this was on Rakesh’s phone which is about 30 to 40 steps from my desk. On thing that really made me mad is that, I cannot answer the Managers query because I cannot view the reports that I have sent him earlier. It really sucked!

Another emotion that has been bugging me is the thought that johns grade as an engineer is 10. I don’t know what is the lowest and what is the highest. I am just proud of him.

Anxious is another. By November, we will have a double celebration for our boys. One is the first johns birthday and the second is the little ones baptism. I am anxious not for my boys but for my in-laws. What would they say and stuff. Anxious about the people though I don’t really care what they say, it will still backfire on us, the parents.

And lastly but certainly not the least, I am excited to go home. As what I’ve written on my previous posts this emotion of mine is getting stronger each day and the thought of it makes me smile…

emotional me,

brat

Contrary to what I’ve wrote yesterday, I had a wonderful time with john last night. When I arrived from work, he was not there. He was out playing basketball. When he arrived, and went straight to our room. Complete silence embraced the room. He changed his clothes, then went to the living room with out saying a single hello or anything. I thought the night will still be as dark as the sky above…but wait I heard his footsteps coming.. He opened the door, asked if I wanted to eat, pride automatically sat in front for my face and told him that I’m still feeding the little one. So, he went back to the living room. Then suddenly I felt so stupid why I dumped like that. You know… Men don’t usually do the first move.. After a few minutes, he came back again then I realized that he is serious. So I ate dinner with him.

The mood around the dining table is sooo odd. But still I managed to drink on his glass a few sip of coke…hehheh. After eating I went back to the room and nurtured my little one again…

I had the chance to watch a couple of shows not realizing that I’m already asleep. The next thing I knew is ….. john caressing me.. then we embraced I kissed him then embraced him again ….then….i think ill just cut it here coz this might get too mushy….

Anyway, after the kissing and hugging, we talked about a lot of things. We talked about the things we will do when we’ll be having our vacation and all. Told him I’ll do a lot of shopping and pampering myself and shopping again.. I just hope we will have enough money for my shopping spree…

Ahaha! I know now why a lot of women’s hobby and sport is SHOPPING I really don’t know why but it feels really good and rewarding at the end…

I just hope everything that I envision will materialize.

Hoping,

Brat